i love school now. driving her crazy makes me happie. let her have more wrinkles.
i hate purple. i hate purple pens.
i hate corrections.
i hate maths.

i love art.
i love history.
i love science.
and i love trng?? hahs. i dunno.


legion so ttly rawks la. better than ij youth mission.
whee. hahs. we are more disciplined. but ij youth mission still fun la.

pe was okay today.
trng was fun yesterday. we did intervals. in total must swim a total of 20 laps in 30 mins.
whee!! (:

hahs. my speech is tmrw.
elvie. shi and alyssa!!! must have confidence okay??
i hate speaking infront of pple.
speaking infront of the class makes me shiver??

hahs. GO RESA GO. i like her speech. so rawking.


`you're so hot. you turn me on.

alot of things are easier said than done.
giving up is an example.
is my heart really playing with me?

GOD is the way the truth and the life.
whoever believes in HIM will have eternal life.

~nat

one week has really taught me alot of things.
to give up and not look back.
i know i will regret. but hey. i think it's all worth in the long run.
i juz wanna tell you that i'll love you. i dunno when it'll end.
bt love is a decision. i have decided on you.
you just didn't know that it was you.
you made me feel on the top of the world at times,
but you also made me feel as if i were the ultimate failure.

i do not like to say these two words. and they are
"i regret"
and yes. i'll feel like this towards you. full of regret.
and i know i'll never be able to look back and see you with someone else.
it will happen. one day.

i just wanted you to know that
`i love you

you were the one who kept me smiling.
you were the one who kept me going.
and you were the one who also left scars that can never go away. DEEP DOWN in my heart.

i'm here to slack.
i'm tired.

today was a really busy day.

interview.
legion of mary.

yeah.
after legion watched xuanya and sam play the piano. i wanna play piano!!

haha.

the interview kinda screwed up.
leslie and mr chandran took me.
dem scary la.
haha.

had pe again today.
i've decided to be proud of my fats.
i wore curve cut todae!! haha




f i could turn back time. i would put you first in my life.
i just can't hide what you mean to me.


i would risk it all for you, to prove my love is true. i'll build a wall around my heart that would only break apart for you.
`ilu


i love god

today started homeroom system. climb here climb there. tiring siaz.
history sitting all alone in one blardy corner. i hate BEING ALONE. i'm just constantly left alone. why? is it me or is it me?
maths lesson sucked too. the teacher sucks. her method of teaching sucks.
i really treasure you mr lau.


tmrw gotta stay back for an interview with mr sng, mr francis and mrs lim??

job interview??

beats me.



wan: thanks for holding on to the letter for me. loves. (:
celine: thanks for giving me moral support.
joy: i love you.
sumay: thanks for telling her for me.

shi: thanks for taking neos with me!!! love ya loads.


can you please tell me.
tell me if i'm wasting your time.
i've waited so long.
i don't mind waiting again.
all you need to do is tell me.
if i'm juz being an idiot.
i can't make the decision on my own.
i'm afraid i'll live to regret it.
i don't want to give up.


`i hope to meet you under the mistle toe. hold on to you and never let go.
ilu

~nat

i hate her.. wadever. come into my classes life at the beginning of the year and ruins it. all i have in common with you is that u dun like me and I DUN LIKE YOU!!!!
we're not primary one kids! Shoo. it's better if you're gone.

sorry. that was a little too harsh at the beginning. bt i juz can't stand it. she ruins our lives.

i'm no more chairperson.
it's sad. i'm not sad because i'm not it. because of the fact that i lost to alyssa.
my mama says i'm too hard on myself. she says i can't lose or fail. is it really true?
I NEED TO KNOW THE NUMBERS!!! sam, you've gotta tell me mann.

i saw mrs chan today at the confirmation mass in church!!! whee!! i'm going to get her to be my godparent mann. so darn cool. i love her!!! and i love the way she teaches. i think that all our sec one teachers rawk mann. it's like most of our sec two teachers so eeyer.
i love MR LAU mann.
MRS CHAN as well
MS VINO
MDM MAS!!!! whee

-sighs. how i wish i could get them back.


i took the whole holiday. the whole holiday
one look at u and everything comes back.
all memories.
i can't help it. i can't give up.
ilu.

label crisis.

i'm dead.

bi?!?!

i really dunno.


GOD is the way the truth and the life
Whoever believes in HIM will have eternal life

~nat