sports heats. din do well.
the ultimate loser.

tmrw there's first friday mass. and as usual, i'll be singing again.
it has become such a practice that i'm not afraid singing but speaking.
said prayers today. freaked out. i guess it wasn't tt obvious, but still...

learnt that power of control can be negative, mejestic or effective.
and god does provide us with all the things that we DO NEED.
learnt it from a very wise friend of mine. (: thanks.
made my day.

wearing whites tmrw!! very hot (warm).
and i've gotta wake up early tmrw! SMC mtg.


`ilovegod.
never did i imagine that someone like you would give your life up for me.
happy easter thurs!

he's hot

yesterday started off bad. got embarrassed most of the day.
first in the morning. i ttly freaked out at the interchange. dunno whether to laugh or to cry.
second, in school. shall not elaborate.
third, during training. got major leg cramp. that sucks.
today was very very very embarrassing. din like it one bit.

i've been high for the past two mornings. only i know why!!!((:

had to wake up early for council meetings on mon and tue. it ttly sucks.

i'm pissed with my duty class. giving me loads of problems.
belts not sewn. earrings not acceptable. forgot to bring name tag.
and the list goes on.

st pat's legion came over today. by the time i threw my javelin and came back for meeting, it was over.
damn sad. haha. ((:
acies is coming up!! ((: wheehee. i like all the weird things for legion.

din make it for javelin. had no more strength for the last two throws.
nevermind. next year.

ilovegod.
the happiness of my soul solely belongs to him.

he's hot!

church will take up most of my time this week. yupps. busy busy.
and i have art and dnt to complete. all painting!!! yuckss.

nth much to say today. din fast although i was supposed to. sorrie god.

yayy!! tmrw there's curia. i simply LOVE curia.
hmm. although i think that there are no hot chicks over there to look at.
most of the guys are nerds. haha. yupps.

i shall dress in complete black tmrw. haha. like going for a funeral??

confessions. do they really work?
i will sin again. i feel so sinful. not repentant. knw what i mean?
my heart feels heavy all again. burdened with sorrows, anguish and SIN.
i just simply can't keep my mind off this topic.
i try so hard. so hard.. not to sin. and yet i let God down.

ilovegod.

today was hockey finals. stc lost to northland. dem sad la.
good job stc. you did well.((:

i saw him at delta!! haha.he was supporting jurong west while i was supporting saint andrew's.
yupps.
mann the boys b div hockey is damn nice la.

abs and 6 packs rawk mann!!

today i cooked crab again. so fun.
i only like killing the crab.

yesterday i was damn pissed.
my house gave me problems.
the church is not available for acies.
and sarah tay told pple things about me which are not true!!

haha. and gracie was there to cheer me up!

sam. i miss you!! i wanna hug you k.. very long never see you.
haha. shall see you soon. get well!

got back my results.
better than expected ((:
damn happie.
i improved!!


i still think he's hot.


ilovegod

`nat

he looks cute with the hockey stick kies! hahah. ((:
poor thing la. he crashed into the wall. when playing touch rugby.
now kena bruised. -shakes head.
get well soon.

happie beads!! haha. sherman so funny la.
make me laff the whole time in church.

ok. and aaron is siao. he run so fast. not tired ah??
6.6km non-stop!!!

tmrw is the retreat!! haha. i've got a very bad feeling bout this. i hope it works out well.
i've got ONE MORE activity left to complete. and i'm done!!! yayys.

i shall sign off here.


`highness overcame me today.
i feel HIGH.

he's so CUTE!

ilovegod

ahh! my weight is getting to me!! i'm really fat. this sucks. haha.
i shall go on a 'self-acceptance diet'.. it should work.


i really think that sometimes...
It is not life that weighs you down. It is how you carry it.

These days - the stars seem out of reach . But these days - there ain't a ladder on these streets . These days are fast, love don't last-in this graceless age. Even innocence has caught the morning train . And there ain't nobody left but us these days.


check out gracie's blog mann. haha. cool ((:

retreat in a few days time. so fun!!

i'm so pretty. oh so pretty. i just felt like quoting it frm a song.
i'm mad.


he's so hot. (:

ilovegod.
he'll always be my no.1!

`nat

the sun was shining brightly on my head today. i had flag day. i don't really seem to fancy it. cuz not a lot of pple donate.
everyone gives the 'dao' look and the most generous donor for today was the owner of that certain $5 note!
my legs were aching the whole time cuz i ran nearly 5km yesterday.

flag day makes me feel like a beggar. and i mean the whole orchard was filled with beggars!!
most of the pple already had stickers...so i decided to go take a break. i went window-shopping with sandra during my 5hr shift!! haha. ttly slacked.

got a haircut right after flag day. johui said i looked like a bung??
i like it the way it is. SPIKEY!

holidays are stressful.
homework

i feel fat. my BMI is high. very very high. 22.0. haha. overweight i must say.
and i'm still going to dine with my bro at ikea.
what a pig.


my happiness solely belongs to you.
ilovegod.


he's so hot. (:

camp was fun. haha. i loved dragon boating.
din do rock climbing. although i wanted badly to do it. i was so close until time was up.
it's all right. i shall go SAFRA and climb. fun.
ALYSSA IS CHIO.

i din sms for 3 days.
i actually lived.
din think much bout my phone though.

i miss the camp. i think AN is cute. i mean she has the natural handsome look.
i miss her. haha. she's nice la. ((: should have gotten her number

shared sleeping bag with elvie.
i felt so nice.

showered in the open. i mean without the door.
cuz it was the gents toilet.. weird.

retreat's coming up.
STRAWS. i need to go get 1000 straws.
PAPER.100 pieces of paper.
NAMETAGS. i need to make ALOT.

stations was interesting today.
the guy read with such emotion.
yupps. and his gay partner was the 'cantor'.

damnit. SJI got eliminated for hockey semi-finals.
i was hoping they could make it.

`ilovegod

peace out

he's so cute
i never felt this way before

yeahh. i'm back.

he's just oh-so-cute. mann. he's so hot. -fans myself.

haha. had stations on friday. ((: so funn. i saw alyssa peter and family. talked to them. haha.
i think the sji uniform is the only thing he look SUPER HOT in. i'm mad aren't i?? yepps.

ahh!! SJI won yuhua sec for friday's hockey match!! ((: i'm like so darn happie.
he wore jersey 16. mann. elvie said he looked 'niang' la. whatever elvie.

haha. i'm very very high. i'm not really mugging although i keep telling myself that mid-year is coming.
must must study for history. i'll like so ttly not do well.

i can go on for hours bout him. haha. i'll just stop here.
nic, enuff of embarrassment for me. ((: you should know what i'm talking bout eh??

watched brother bear yesterday at church. very touching. din cry tough..
i was too busy selling food to cry.
got free food in the end. so nice of PYC.

gracie. haha. if you so happen to read this. which i highly doubt you will.. haha.
LOVE YA LOADS. muahah. ((:
you'll always remain my older sister!! ((: yeah mann.

i won some medals for Swimmathon!!

peace out.
nathalie


i love god.

the cause for the happiness of my soul belongs to you!!