ok passerby. fuck me if u like it so much.
blah..

YOUTH WALK
it was super fun although only joavan and i were the only ones from bsc who went.

day one.
walked.
and swam.
and then met andre. he's cute (: haha.
stayed over at st. mary's. the church is SUPER NICE.
slept like a log.

day two.
walked even more. from jurong to kranji.
celebrated mass at the war memorial site.
condusive environment.
had horrible period cramps.
but what i loved about it was the fact that he had to support me. ((:
yayy! i touched him. (sounds wrong FYI)
had a bbq.
ate ate and ate.
and ate.
slept at 3. was playing truth or dare.
i did stupid dares. haha. and erm.. refused to tell the truth?
everyone didn't shower. smmeeelly.

day three.
didn't really walk much.
went to the NEWater visitors centre.
haha. i'm now officially an ambassador of NEWater. lame.
went back to CAYC. and finally got a shower..
phew. we were all stinking like crazy.
played somemore.
had a "bbq". some parents came over.
played some games.
i got embarrassed, but it's all right.
the night ended with lots of photo-taking sessions.
haha. i hugged him! whee! haha. i'll probably never ever get to see him in my entire life again. so i shall stop thinking bout crazy stuff.
marion fetched us back to church.

haha. i initially wanted to disturb the altarboys. but i was too tired to do so.
i saw him. (:
PERFECTION.

that was the end of the three days.

oh. and i got the letter from NJC! yay!
i got shortlisted. i'm so elated. (:
god must have heard me complaining that he decided to send me a letter?
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went to the beach on thurs.
to sun tan. i'm obsessed with suntanning. (:
not trying to say that i'm fair or anything like that la.

friday.
had training in the morning.
got a really bad flu.
fell sick.
recovered only today morning.

saturday.
YOUTH FEST!!
yeah. saw many people i missed once again.
especially those guys from St. Teresa's Church.
they make me laugh. i miss them.
haha. go flirt with lynsey la.
was USHER for the mass. yeah. haha.
oh yeah. and i won $15 voucher for the lucky draw.
how lucky.
we've got 7 people from our church winning! whee!
went to church. too bad he went back home. ):

today.
the most fucked up day in my life.
go on.. hit me.
if you like it so much.
why on earth did u marry her in the first place.
don't think i don't know you're committing adultery.
first you say i'm nothing.
next you go to saying that i'm no better than anyone.
sometimes i don't try my best. so what?
does it bother you?
bloody idiot. just to to hell.
you don't deserve to be a father.
and no father's day greeting for you.
f*ck off..
damnit. i need a shoulder to cry on.
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that's the end of my interesting week.

HAPPY FATHERS DAY TO ALL FATHERS (PARENTS AND PRIESTS) AND FUTURE ONES. (:
wasn't really meant for my mother's husband. no no.
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going to the beach on tues. whee!
suntan again. ((:


je t'aime.
God rocks.

`nat