pre-con camp.
fun.
not fun.
generally all right.

games were funny.
star wars wasn't really successful.
the obstacle course was stupid.
especially the station where u had to put your head into flour!
reuban!! why?

talks.
the ones by jeanne and marion were good.
dint listen to the one by bertrand. damn.

food!
boring la. same old food.
they actually thought macdonalds was a surprise.
blah-i-fied.
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yesterday went town with edmund and aaron
at first we wanted to go bowling. but we dint find the right location.
later we ate.
went taka, ate somemore.
treated edmund to a nice brownie.
talked bout the super cute J2 guy.
in my past. stupid aaron, had to bring it up.

whoa lau, aaron go hug me la. so eeeee.. act gay.
crazy fellow. i was like "this guy's from SJI!" haha.
ruined their reputation..
we all wanted to bite some asses. haha. the temptation.
i forced them to look at ladies clothing!! so funny.
they were like," i wish some gal wore that (super transparent top), BUT.. without a bra."
sickos.
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talked to him yesterday night. it was rather stress relieving.
power of calming down ones nerves.
PERFECTION in you.
did push ups. haha. all ready for NS eh?

this morning. serving 9am.
damn la. had to attend legion meeting. my dad and mama got to see him!!
rahhs.



oh and dexter, u rock mann. help me bash up zangar like WHOA.
haha. thanks (:
i owe u one.
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SUPER DEPRESSED.
dint get past application phase for NJC.
they probably see STC on the application form and throw it one side.
i hate you STC! i don't wanna belong to you.
i'm schooless. whatever it is. i wanna get out!
fuckit.


there's something missing btw me and S.
not smsing anymore.
i think it's me.


ok. i'm getting bored now.
shall go back my bag for YOUTH WALK tmrw!
yeah.. 3 whole days of walking.
the excitement.
and making new friends?
i don't want my mom to go on the third and final day.
damnit. for once, i wish u were not there.



FOOD FOR THOUGHT..
everyones perfect.
because what's perfect about mankind is the imperfection of humans.
am i making sense?



iloveGod.

u're HOT.
-sizzzzles.
missing you.