school life has taken a toll on me.
have you ever heard of crying till you become blind?
i hope it aint true.
it cant be.

well.
i missed school today.
saw the doctor. paid more money. wasted more money. and i can never get the money back.
studied bio for 2 hours.
and i got loads of hw. so basically. i'm off to do hw now.


all i need to say is.

"nathalie rachel fernandez. there's another side of you that you have not seen yet.
be strong right now. and live life the way you want it to turn out.
all you need to do is just focus.
HELP LORD. i pray (for the first time in a long time)

i agree that it was a rash decision on my part. however, i'm kinda enjoying right now.




ANTS. they are the greatest creatures on earth. they stock up on food, even though winter seems to be eons away. they start to stock up for food as though they would run out of it anytime. this shows that they are PREPARED for the future.

they never give up. when they see obstacles in their way. they do not just stop infront of that BIG HUMUNGOUS object and say "hey, this is way too big. i cant get past it". instead, they take the long way out.. (by going around it)

WHO can beat ANTS?