i feel so pissed. for no reason.. i really dunno why!
i juz need someone to hug.
i long for a hug.
anyone.
be it because you pity me.
be it because you love me.
as a friend.
anyone.


yesterday:
yesterday went swimming with alyssa at jurong east complex. came home with a super bad flu.
yes!! taufik won. i've won all bets against sly!! whoohoo!!
celine and wanru: i'm so sorrie. i was so sick yesterday. i fell asleep. sorrie. i din msg ya back.

i need all my friends. i love them so much. i guess i love them more than my brother. i really dunno wad's up with him anymore. he's been so ... rahh1! i dunno how to put it in words. anw. i wanna sign out now. i dun want to end up hitting the computer monitor.
she's all i ever wanted.
she's all i ever needed.
she's all i ever loved.
and i can't have her.
thank you dear lord.